goodbye, goodbye,i hope you make it to the wizard
hey guys, i know some of you actually check up in this blog every so often, and i totally appreciate it, so i am gonna warn you that i am not gonna be posting for a little while.
need a break from rutgers- and while the weekend was a great mini escape, i came back to find oh yea, school, jersey, boredom.
school is kicking my ass
skipping class to make up work from other classes
like paying debts with a credit card
losing the drain cap to the bathtub of this viscious cycle
people don't understand me here
i dont really understand myself here
sometimes i'll be motivated for hours
but mostly
i just want to sleep
i feel so loved in my dreams

anway, don't get the wrong idea or anything. i dont know if its a whopping case of mania or something, but i am beginning to feel pretty happy, like genuinely happy, and not waiting with baited breath for the next tragedy or disaster to happen. i can feel good without feeling guilty.and a good portion of the people i know are ridicuoulsy unhappy or lonely, and i wish i could help them without saying the same bullshit they have been hearing from everyone else-but this shit takes time. i declare that we should all have a slumber party so we can talk about our feelings and take a nice long nap with each other,that would do us all some good.oh, here i go sounding like every other web journal girl out there polluting the internet with her oh so enlightening philosohical trash.ah, well, that's me!
so anyway, my little bloggats, i am gonna miss you.
KIIIISSS KISSS
and hug hug.
if you want to talk or anything just call or e mail or im me
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