ick, i hate being so cranky.
i am trying a rememdy prescribed by mr grant- hot tea and lemon rum.
tastes like a lemon cookie.
i am trying to ween myself off of a newly discovered addiction- i guess i didnt even realize i was addicted until i started having withdrawl headaches. goddamn, out of all the things to be addicted to, i chose to love the lamest one. wait, no, i think "addicted to love" is the lamest one, but caffeine is a close second. man, i didn't even enjoy coffee for a long time and now i am hooked. i barely touch the mountains of tea in my room.

i'm writing lots for class- perhaps i will share some with you