I'm back...in so many ways

Hey blog.Just because you can't see me, doesn't mean I am not here. age old wisdom. I am back on blogger, i am back in vernon. I am back to thinking in circles.

drinking caffeine in hand shaking quantities. drinking beer til my tongue bloats.
i just drank last night with a much younger neighbor. I can still remember playing Ninja Turtles and Contra with him.

i am not even sure what day it is but i think i have been here for a week. i refuse to let myself become non-productive. cleaning up after my mother is a full-time job. which reminds me of how pathetically broke i am. baaahhh. i know i should ask for money and things that are practical for my graduation, but i want a tattoo. and if i am most likely gonna spend my money on chidlrens' books, beer, and a tattoo, then what's the point of trying to be practical?

if any of you want a three-legged kitten, let me know. I think Alissa might want him, she already has a perfect name for it- "The Immortal". Not the best climber, but he tries, and he looks fucking cool doing it.

i am 99.8% finished with college. i have 2 credts left, but i am just working and getting credit for it. so that means i am finished, yes? no?

anyway, my heart is racing because i took excedrine with 3 cups of coffee. perhaps i should lay down. seeeeee y'all