meatsweat

if only it were that simple-
gently guessing~is it strings or is it voices? what is making that sound?~
my whole life has been a slow dizzy spin.
and im content with that
my feet dip and pet the ground with each soft slap of my soles
i guess i have to laugh
it all seems pretty funny
it all seems pretty strange
what does time feel like when it melts?



i only now opened the box of understanding today-
inside was the fact that i have not an inch of common sense within my body


migrains are eating acidic holes through my brain- they must be.i can feel them grow with each wincing blink my eyes make in pain caused by my mother fucking headaches. *bears mouth full of razor teeth* (that's my mean face cause that makes me a pretty unhappy girl)


oh,man. i wish i had my own personal john stamos to keep with me when i need a hug or a paint subject or something to masturbate to.


i have not yet had a full on orgasim in my life. and if i did, it is worthless
to be a woman.

yo----- so look out for my new band! actaully, i think i was kicked out within two minutes of being in this said band because i changed the name- but A Sweaty Lenny Circus!!! named after lenny Parkins!! craig is upset that i am telling everyone about lenny. i think perhaps he feels i am exploiting lenny parkins, may he rest in peace, but his story is one of the most delicious i have heard. but anyway, in the band, i am gonna be a rock singer and there is one song where i only make robot noises. wooooooorrrrrrdddddd


stop frowning, its over