this might be a long one
what what? a new post!

THE FERRET BEULLER IS DEAD oh god, degrassi- you're keeping me alive
woah. nobody warned me that long island was another planet.crazy. but i had some crazy good times here.
sleeping in dunes, running down sandhills, staring deer in the face, swimming in the sound, getting attacked by wild insects, sprinkler invasions,tivo-ed degrassi marathons, swimming in dirty rivers let the leeches kiss my skin,falling in love with a friend's grandpa chuckle,laying in the road burning the stars in my memory while avoiding the pools of urin made by frequent drunken pees (not just my own)trivial pursuit like woah david bowie question for a piece of the pie PIE IS PIECE,spinning in circles until kat's phone spills into the toilet,woke up to the sound of children laughing- beautoiful yes, but that meant i was ridiculously late for work,becoming ATHLETIC- what the fuck.
drank some amazing homemade (delimade) hangover lemonade.
shit is so fucking weird latley my emotions are fucked taken a beating but yet my shoes still hurt not too cool brain is swelling don't know what to do what i want what i feel and what i should do and feel are all conflicting i need to get away maybe chill with my girls listen to boyz II men in spanish with lauren drink some girlie beers with in mae curse the male gender eat some soft pretzels then work out like crazy with kcface, writing again, havent read as many books as i usually do over the summer, better change that shit.
pete was talking about an ani difranco concert- had some lyrics stuck in my head ever since

i am writing
graffitti on your body
I am drawing the story of
how hard we tried
I am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
I am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deep
with both hands


cheese E i recognize


it was awesome, got to bond with the 13 year olds at club getaway, got to innocently flirt with a brit, heart broke- no trapeze for my group- sucked down candy and poorly preserved beef jerky at like 2 am- again thanks to my girls. should go so i can go to work on time for once