the highest function of love is that it makes the loved one a unique and irreplaceable being.

the difference between love and logic is that in the eyes of a lover, a toad can be a prince whereas in the analysis of a logistician, the lover would have to prove that the toad was a prince.

reading a book i am not sure i like as a whole though i haven't read in its enitirety yet so i am refraining from passing judgement. wrapped my legs around themselves on a dirty plastic lawnchair under the moist shade of a tree. my dog is panting beside me. i hate to fold corners to save my place, but i do it to conserve time.
things around here are slow.
i will one day have an enviable fortune and expand on my town's poor excuse for a library. no more than ten aisles of books and they've reached maximum capacity.

hmm, i just learned from my nasty habit of cyber window shopping on amazom.com that thom yorke has a solo album coming out july 11th hooray hooray. muse has a new one coming out soon, too.
i want to get my finances in order- but these artists are tempting me to go in the red- isobell campbell, gnarles barkely, peeping tom, and some others i wish i owned.

my love and i are trying to figure things out to purchase our own home. which excites me more than pie. when we're gonna get married when saving for a home, i am not sure, but whateves. i don't mind living with him for a while first. i guess i should get a second job for the summer but it took about two months to get a first job, so i don't know. making decisions just isn't my schtick.

i may be eating bratwurst for the first time in ten minutes or so. the conversation preceding the decision went like this:
bobby: you want bratwurst?
never had it
bobby:it's got cheese in it
OK

fuckin' love cheese. johnny d's in middletown has this choo choo cheese train or something ridiculous along those lines where they have a huge plate of appetizers and douse it with cheese. brilliant. i bet jalepeno poppers with additional cheese would be amazing. i have never eaten this because

i have sat there but one time
i was a strict vegetarian
it was ten in the morning
i was still drunk from the night before