wow

i don't even know what is going on. well, i do. i just don't know really how to describe it, or understand it. moving- in a new direction, into a new home, into a new lifestyle, at molasses speed. thinking -about the future mostly and what i will do there, but the recent nightmares are getting in the way of doing anything but worry about my health.

examining the
long nails
with the
chipped paint on
can still see your reflection in them, girl
cut your hair
again
and don't bother me

iowa pictures soon?
who knows when i will come back to you, blogger.
fare well.
and godspeed, you black emperor